It was a terrible life. We didn’t see him and we loved him so much! It was horrible! Okay, your son is a celebrity and people think it’s so wonderful… it’s not wonderful… it was the saddest experience. There was no happiness involved. People thought it was so wonderful to have a son that was a ROCK STAR! To me he’s no rock star, he’s my son. There were no good times, and believe me when I tell you it was no bed of roses!